I'll wait for you

I really love you ... (!) It really can't be described by words....I'll express in reality . I'm not asking you to accept me now , i'll wait until you recover , everythings ok , after PSLE and most importantly WHEN YOU LOVE ME BACK .... its ok if you don't bt i'll always will . I know you have gone through a tough time now with examinations coming up PRELIM + PSLE . I don't want to trouble you even more further . Congrats on getting 50/50 for Malay Prelimanary Oral . Bt you are nt the only one . Im not going to laugh this time coz im serious about you...I'll wait for you alrites..?

2+1=Yesterday+Today=??

Hahaha funny title..

To: Arinah , i'm glad that my feelings for you are starting to fade away..


Ok lets start , Yesterday i was early at Mr. Asha'ari wedding..HAha. "Selamat Pengantin Baru Cikgu , Harap Gembira Sempanjang Hayat"! My father say that he gt two wedding invitations..Then only go one..he left early out of the house (Dont know why?!). Usually he will go last minute bt yesterday wad different . Eat nt a lot becoz not that hungry . Haha bt force to eat.. Nk katerkan tk baiklah kalau datang jemputan orang tk makan kan..Haha ! When home at 5.30 reach home at 6.50 pm its kind of weird right..Actually went to Mc donalds and my grandpa's house at Potong Pasir..Then reach home touch my baby..haha nt that "baby" bt this baby which is the one and greatest "LAPTOP" hahahaha....Online then suddenly gt one girl suddenly chat with me...Dont want to mention the name . Haha . That's all and to fellow Singaporeans , Happy National Day!!LONG LIVED SINGAPORE!!

This a special poem i made specially for you...

You know i'm lovin you , I don't know what are your feelings for me..Well i have confess mine...Hope you can do the same . Without your love I can die because of UNHAPPINESS . There are no girls in this world that can replace you..You are the one and only one for me..I know you have a boyfriend bt I can wait for my whole life..I'm not wishing that you break up with your boyfriend , don't get it wrong please...I wish you have a happy life with any boy that you become stead with..the bag is a token of love from me..please accept it...

i'm saying it one more time..

Today gt nag by Ms Rani , CBPS principal , I'm going to say it one more time again...Plz dissapear out of my life you ! you know yourself that i'm refering to you . It may not be very obvious but i'm trying my best to forget abt you.. My feelings for you is the reason i'm still sms-ing you...I am sure nt to bother you anymore... About our mother tongue seating , don't worry i'll try my best to get Mr. Asha'ari seat for me..I cannot concentrate at my present sit with all the distraction coming from my groupmates..Plz do your part on forgeting abtm me I hope you read this!

August , new starting at a new month

June & July was the two months that i have beenrejected by girls . It is also the month that i started to mix up with Minsett . My knowledge of how girls behaved has increased...Especially last month ! I met with chicks from Sembawang Primary , they behaved in a really BOSSY & FUCKING manner ! I dont know i have fallen in love with one of them..BODOH ME ! I have met many types of problem last month and how to deal with them...Smoking lah , Ciau school lah , School problem ah and more . Frustrating sey !! Its ok , a fresh start at a fresh month..=)

My last piece of memory for you..

This is my last and my final piece of memory for you..
It will be the last message that my tongue will ever say to you
"DEEP IN MY HEART WHATEVER YOU SAY , WHAT EVER YOU HAVE DONE
FOR ME & ALL THE HAPPY AND SAD THINGS WE HAVE GONE THROUGH TOGETHER
I WILL TRY TO FORGET IT . IN MY MIND WHATEVER MY HEART SAYS , IT WILL
BE REJECTED . I BEG YOU TO DO THE SAME . PLZ FORGET ABT ME AND THAT WILL
BE THE ONLY WAY I CAN FORGET ABT YOU . I WANT TO FOCUS ON MY UPCOMING PRELIM
AND PSLE . BASE ON YOUR ACADEMIC RESULT , YOU WIN ME . YOU MAY HAVE THE TIME
TO DILLY-DALLY . WELL I DONT . HAVE A HAPPY LIFE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND."

my life is full of sadness

Why did i say my life is full of sadness ? The only thing you can see is stylo hair , adidas watch , nike watch & more . BT can you see my heart ? Obviously cannot... If u can , you will see a very sad boy and a very unlucky one...Can you see my mind? Again your are unable to do that...If you can , you will see a boy who has been crying his whole life . And that boy is me . I may look like a serious guy , but i'm still a human who laughs , smile , and feel sadness . There's every tale behind every story i told . And this is a tale behind this story i'm trying to tell . Its like a curse to me that everytime i loves a girl . Somebody will overtake me . Its nt the first time i felt this , bt two times this year . I hope there won't be a third time . Its really killing me!!