Life going on

Hey .

Life's gotten better for me . But nt the kind of life i want .

My life: Im stuck in the between of Express course and Normal Academic Course . I have few choices . I dont know whether to go Ang Mo Kio or Anderson or Naval Base or Yishun Town . IDK . My dad is gonna call the head of AMKSS badminton head to talk abt my future .

Lovestrory: Arinah is trying to be nice w/ me . She sms me . Well actually , i had always started the conversation . Talk to her abt a lot of stuff mostly abt our future. I dont like to talk to her abt LOVE anymore . Is just gonna be another heart-ACHE . Bought for her something from 77th street . Its not that expensive , its just a farewell give . To me its nice , maybe not to you . You can throw it away if you dont like it . Its just another hand bangle . And DONT do stupid stuffs ahkays ? I dont like it . Anyways , sarang hae Arinah .

SpammerS : I still dont get it why you all are still hanging around my blog despite of this warnings . One even tried to scared me w/ what ? Killerjo.net ? You gotta be kidding me . I have always have character which most of dnt like . I just pretended all along to be a nice guy .

Programes : Today went AMKSS badminton training , as usual , its tiring ... I lost to a secondary 1 vice-captain Name Bendadic( pardon me if i spell wrongly ) . Damn , im angry not winning him . grrr..

Body condition : Im having a terrible headache . Talk to Arinah for awhile , and all she can say is , " Awww ! so sad . " Fucker rite ? Haish ! Anyway i cant hate nor blame . She's helpless .

I miss you guys from Canberra !

Result day

TOMMOROW RESULT !!

Im scared...

what i gone through...

Bored at home todae...

Yesterday : Went to AMKSS badminton training , from 3 to 7 . Before training , went to Cavana to take lunch with Ming hui . Then wait for Zhen yu to come and then ciau to ang mo kio . Pfft ! Tiring lah the training , We had to do footwork and run around the circle for a bout a hour , then do multi-shuttle and repeat again and again and again . Im starting to get fed up with badminton . Btw , the recent competition , Ashaway pilot pen Berita Harian badminton competition , i got knock out at the third round . It was rather slippery the court that i was playing at .


Love Story : Im nt that happy now , i really dont understand her . I dont noe what she is thinking . I dont noe what took her so long to reply me text . Even "ok" can take abt an hour . Im DAMN FED UP with her , with YOU ! Im not a very patient person , Im sensitive and im not like any boy you in school . My feelings are sensitive , dont toy with it . Im not the Mat Rep type or the Hunk type , bt please , please ! If you dont love me anymore say you dont . At least being straight forward will not hurt my feelings so much . Rather then you say this a second " I love you Irsyad . " and the next second , " Dont call me baby anymore . " I hate this kind of love . Lets just forget one and another , Arinah .


PSLE : Result is only two days away from today . Im really nervous . Please pray for my result , Thank You . I hope the best for my friends result .



SpammerS : Can you just belah ?! i really hate this kind of people who ask me question without telling me their real name , people who try to be someone else ! You ask me whether i smoke ? im gonna ask you back , Does it concern you ?...


Im not gonna type further more . Bye bye .

P/S : I miss you people from Canberra .

life goes on..

Sayang , i love you . im not infatuated with you lah Baby , i really love you .

Heyy sry for nt updating for a LONG TIME ! im gonna make it up later alrite..

Me and her are going well , last week had a camp , basically thats all . Im quite happy becoz of Sayang... Has been treating me really WELL ! thncks B ! Miss minsett , i noe he's gonna comeback , cnt wait . Damn boring since we have finish the PSLE... I want request but i just cnt bear being rejected again.. HAISH !! Bt i love you in EVERY WAY . BB gtg gt badminton training , haish...