my life is full of sadness

Why did i say my life is full of sadness ? The only thing you can see is stylo hair , adidas watch , nike watch & more . BT can you see my heart ? Obviously cannot... If u can , you will see a very sad boy and a very unlucky one...Can you see my mind? Again your are unable to do that...If you can , you will see a boy who has been crying his whole life . And that boy is me . I may look like a serious guy , but i'm still a human who laughs , smile , and feel sadness . There's every tale behind every story i told . And this is a tale behind this story i'm trying to tell . Its like a curse to me that everytime i loves a girl . Somebody will overtake me . Its nt the first time i felt this , bt two times this year . I hope there won't be a third time . Its really killing me!!