Confused as a Sotong

Today had a bad day... Very bad day... tons of homework , problems ( confidential )... So stressed ! I dont noe what kind of stress is this but this is sure coming from Psle . I just counted , i have around SEVEN practice paper to be done.... thought could rest a bit from the weekends but i ended up getting drilled more and more ! Seriously dont pray that Psle come through so early... Everyday remedial... for some reason when i return for Mc Donalds today , i straight away went to my room . Eat my mc chicken and drink coke . Out of sudden tears came out from my eyes... Looking at school , Im so stressed with different kind of matters . You want i list out ? ok i will . Homework , preassure , a girl , and jelousy... Could you believe it ? Im jelous of a bunch of loosers that the girl i love talk to them more to me.... ='( , ='(.... How the hell i got so jelous over them... Im totally more popular then them.... Seriously !! Im feeling really confused ! All of a sudden todae i started scolding her idiot , asshole and stuff . Im really being sensitive as a boy with a rough background... I totally ignored her just now at Mc Donald , Im so pissed . I dont even take a glance at them... Monday i'm going to do something bad to her... Man !! Im gonna slap her.... Seriously , she agree's that she deserved one.. Should i do that becoz of her mistakes ? Or is it mine... ?