To her..

Erm _ _ _ _ _ _ , i really love you bt i know im pusshin you too much and for me to say benda tk penting is so not me and it is very hurtful to you . I dont mean to hurt your feelings but it sounded like i did . I scold you without being reasonable therefore i catergorise myself as a JERK for treating you in such manner . I believe that there are signs of hating me inside . I wanted to give you space but this is really important . Please don't hate me , you're the the only person on the planet that i dont want to be hated by...... ='(